I haven't updated in forever. I guess I just don't think to write about much... much.

sdsaglkfh. I dunno.  c:

But you can see my eating habits now at http://smushbutts.livejournal.com

I hate being lonely.

I want a girl to love so bad.

8D 8D 8D


I think it's rather cute.

I also did a videololololol.

http://www.youtube.com/user/targetsurgery

I have a nillion commissions to do.
-Choked self.-
Uh.
I'll sketch 'em out in a sec.
Lemme' go shower and I'll be back.

-In shower.-

Oh okay I'm good and back.


( Under the cut for underboob. )

Please check this out. Please.

It's funny how many people are depressed on Christmas.
I'm making sure I'm not one of them, though.
I need to get better at the aarrttts.

I had a weird dream last night.

( The dream + pretty picture and message. )

ASSASSASSASSASSASSASSASS.


/spaz.

WELL MAYBE
AAHAHHFGHASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKLasdjklSDFGHJKLVFRBNLBUETH,KASDFGHJKL.
Kdone.


I feel such pressure to get BETTER with my art, but all I can do is practice-- which I do everyday.
But I just..  I NEED to get better.
And maybe I am and I just don't see it, but it doesn't feel like I am.
-RAGE.-
I still have Christmas commissions to do... -wibble.-

I swear to God I must have meningitus. > >' -Rubs neck.- And I hate my job. I need a new one. -Growl.- BUT I'M OUT OF CLASS IN FIFTEEN MINUTES. 8D ( ARGHLABDFNJDFALNN )

So, I've got some back-to-school supplies and clothing and felt I'd share!

The clothing so farrrrrr.

I'm bored. D:
All I've been doing for the past week is art, and I just wanna get BETTTERRRR.
And, I mean, I think I may have a LITTLE. But that's nothing really.


I'm super bored.
Very bored.

And I hope I can hang out with Holly tomorrow. ;~;'

AHAHAHA. I drew a picture.
I don't like how blurred it looks now, but whatever. I'll suck it up. I love the feel of it though.
Do YOU know what song those notes play? Try playing 'em on piano or something.
The beat? Err, try andante. That's the slowisher one, right? Like.. Slow walking? Allegro being fast walking? Oh God, whatever. Kill me.
Just try to play it . XD It's from a musical/opera that starts with C. And the second name starts with B.
And it's classical.
Aah. You might already know.
If you guess it, you'll win +1 internetz.

 Because anyone who knows me, knows I have no knowledge of html.


Good God, I need to learn. XD

I have quite a lot updated in my dA gallery, http://target-surgery.deviantart.com and like... Nothing here.
'Why?' You may ask? Because I fail at livejournal.
I fail so fucking hard. XD


But I deal with it!

Anywho; not a whole lot going on here..


I bought more drawing paper and Micron Pigmas today. 8D

I did a doodle of my favorite character [although not the main one] of the manga I'm creating [title TBA] and I have it posted on my new dA:
http://www.target-surgery.deviantart.com and the deviation: http://target-surgery.deviantart.com/art/Dominique-doodle-83402631

Anyway, I hope you think it's alright. Once again, I'm aware it isn't very good. But it's mainly a doodle so you guys can get the gist of that character. He's hilarious. XD Also, I'm better at using tablets and digital media than markers, so you'll see better coloring from me in the future.

 

I am EXTREMELY pissed off at the moment.
Honestly. I have tears of frustration [not sadness] welling in my eyes.
You know that Intuos3 pen tablet I was getting for my BIRTHDAY in TWO days? Well, UPS screwed it up. They shipped it to the other side of the country and I have to wait past my birthday to get it.  God, I probably seem selfish, but it was supposed to come a week before that.

They could put it on express shipping but, "They don't do that". That's a load of bullocks.

I'm not getting anything other than that tablet for my birthday. [I'm turning fifteen.] and it just is such a PISS OFF that I have to wait another week to get it.

UGH.
How could they mess this up..~?!

I also have a friend I was going to do some graphics for, for her birthday and I probably won't get them finished now, considering her birthday [and party] is only 3 days after I get the freakin' thing.

/rant.
Sorry if I come off as immature or selfish, but God. I needed to let my rage out.

Eeeh! I'll be getting it soon, probably by tomorrow, considering it was supposed to come YESTERDAY.
Well, either way. I'm super excited.

I've had a Bamboo tablet from Wacom before, but God. It sucked. Little did I know it was like trying to draw with a ran-out marker. [Which is DAMN hard, let me tell you.]

Then my stylus broke. =_='

So! I'm getting the Intuos3 tablet from Wacom, and it should be here ANY day!

I can't post any of my work until then, though!

Unfortunately-- My layout will be shit until then, too. It's just the basics until I get my tablet and sketch myself out a cool one.

Until then, I'll think up what I'll do for it.

Oh, oh! Also, I've been working on a story for over a year now and I've really been enjoying it. The title isn't official, but it's about a vampire. And no-- Not the cliche kind, trust me. It has blood, sicknesses, sexy doctors, gay boys, straight boys, GAY BOYS LIKING STRAIGHT BOYS, and MUCH,  MUCH more! :3


So, stick around! I guarantee you that you won't regret it.

-Sam.